Amy wakes me up at about
1.30 am. I'm immediately alert, scared and upset for her, I can
hear by her tone the degree of her distress.
She tells me she thinks
she is about to faint, which she promptly proceeds to do. She falls
away from me and in between the narrow gap between sleeping Shosh's
bed and the wardrobe. Extracting her is somewhat of a logistical
effort. When I manage to organise her limbs in an upright position on Shosh's bed, the poor thing does not seem entirely aware that she has been collapsed
on the floor for a good minute. Shosh also is completely oblivious to
proceedings, sleeping like a baby, a talent for which she has no idea
how grateful she should be this night.
Amy is burning up and clammy,
I tell her forehead feels fine. I open to door to our balcony to get her some air, forage for water, of which our only resource are a
couple of steadily depleting bottles in the kitchen, administer pain
pills for want of any other idea of what to do, and try and convince her that she isn't going to wake up dead, a process of persuasion
which is as much to convince myself as Amy. I tuck her back in bed
with water and ginger biscuits and lie awake. It's not long before
Vickie bowls into our room, door flinging wide, on a mad dash to our
en suite. Turns out she has filled up the other toilets and is too
ill to be able to manage to flush after herself. I get up and try and
talk/help her but she seems in a bit of a delirium. The room is a
thoroughfare for the rest of the night. Doors slam open again however often I hopefully close them again. All the lights are left on, there is absolutely no sound proofing between our bed room and en suite. It's 5.22 am when I realise
how I have spent the first few hours of my birthday.
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